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Good, No Good

by furiousBall

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1.
We Never Have Enough Time 02:30
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We could go out, or maybe we could stay in Jesus Christ on the electric pole, transformer blown again When you finally wake up from your disco nap Maybe you’ll explain nothing in the cenotaph Oh, did I rouse you with my whisper shouts? Credit cards for spiders, Didi’s elbow got gout I do look around and wonder if that’s good for you We’re the only band in poor town, now let’s kick out the jams Every time I come around, I found you’re already gone Wasting time on needless things, and we wake up on your lawn Every time I come around, I found you’re already gone Wasting time on needless things, and we wake up on your lawn Every time I come around, I found you’re already gone (When you find me) Wasting time on needless things, and we wake up on your lawn (Please remind me) Every time I come around, I found you’re already gone (When you find me) Wasting time on needless things, and we wake up on your lawn (Please remind me) Every time I come around, I found you’re already gone (When you find me) Wasting time on needless things, and we wake up on your lawn (Please remind me)
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A Fossil In Her Shadow 03:04
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When it came to pass and she was floating She let go of you, she let go of you She promised no one that she would make it right She chose joy instead, she chose joy instead She’s leaving all this bullshit Behind her You’re a fossil in her shadow And you don’t mean, shit to this queen, just a fossil She let go That don’t serve her You’re a fossil in her shadow You’re a fossil in her shadow, just a fossil in her shadow She checked down with no one, only she knew Only she knew, only she knew She don’t need a talk, and she don’t need your good advice She chose love instead, she chose love instead She’s leaving all this bullshit Behind her You’re a fossil in her shadow And you don’t mean, shit to this queen, just a fossil She let go That don’t serve her You’re a fossil in her shadow You’re a fossil in her shadow, just a fossil in her shadow As she found her sunshine, she was 50 feet tall Find what’s hurting you, find what’s hurting you Wasn’t good, wasn’t bad, it was only what it was Like a leaf falling, just a leaf falling She’s leaving all this bullshit Behind her You’re a fossil in her shadow And you don’t mean, shit to this queen, just a fossil She let go That don’t serve her You’re a fossil in her shadow You’re a fossil in her shadow, just a fossil in her shadow
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Escape Hatch 02:21
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Another wasted moment You had your chance Blew it again It was right there Maybe one day You’ll figure it out This is why you never fall in love This nasty correspondence Was sadly within myself Didn’t want to talk To myself like that I needed to escape With no way out I had no one to turn to alone This is how I figured to fall in love And this is how I figured to fall And I am holding hands for the first time With a friend I’ve been missing for far too long I don’t like the way you talk to me And I, I am not all alone And I, I just can’t to meet this Absent kindness, and find my way home This is how I figured to fall in love And this is how I figured to fall Had to break up with my own cruelty I was ready to find you, and you to find me
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I Let You Find Me 05:02
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Locked up my car keys In your car No one is listening Turn on your mic I can’t see the movie Sir this is Wendy’s I always get so turned around when the world is constantly putting me down I need to lay down And self soothe myself Then I’ll roll over Soothe my bottomself The gossip hits so nice Coming straight from the grape vine Gonna interrupt your expertise with my confidence Let’s not be too hasty How Houdini died Punch in the gut Or a boot in the eye Sunshower on Tuesday And a scotch on the rocks What the world needs right now is just one villain to blame Mounted above his mantle sat a moonbat I asked what that was, said a bat from the moon That’ll do fine, he smiled, and fed me more gin I let you find me If we weren’t all crazy, then we’d all be in love A double crossed messenger with a heart from above In love with a writer, who has nothing to say I let you find me We haven’t seen this spirit since nineteen fifteen World wasn’t on fire and the air felt safe The time we had coming was gonna be a ride I let you find me Happiness is a unmovable feast Now get your ass up the fuck right out of my seat Sorry for the language, ma - I’m usually demure I let you find me If we weren’t all crazy, then we’d all be in love A double crossed messenger with a heart from above In love with a writer, who has nothing to say I let you find me I haven’t seen this spirit since twenty fifteen World wasn’t on fire and the air felt safe The time we had coming was gonna be a ride I let you find me If we weren’t all crazy, then we’d all be in love A double crossed messenger with a heart from above In love with a writer, who has nothing to say I let you find me
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Alucinação 01:40
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A billion brilliant Brazilian chameleons I heard bullets whistle by, there was something charming in the sound Let me tell you what Carl Jung said, try to get it into your head Until the unconscious is conscious, it will direct your life, you will call it fate Approach an acceptable level of your best competence This out of work jester is nobody’s fool
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Just Whisper the News to Me 03:24
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I don’t want to hear What you want If I ever heard Words from your mouth No one dared to speak Sad complicit mutes Watch us slowly choke On blackest tongues Everybody, everybody talks so much but nobody, nobody listens that much You realized, all these signs I can’t stand to hear I’m wrong, Could you whisper the news to me Ain’t that much to change in myself Cuz there ain’t too much to ask of myself And I don’t ever want to think about you Cuz you don’t ever think the way that I do I have the sweet salvation I need Directly from my news channel feed And we all want to fear the same damn things With our reason hanging on by a string Do we even need That flagpole top Civility in the weeds Will this stop Ain’t that much to change in myself Cuz there ain’t too much to ask of myself And I don’t ever want to think about you Cuz you don’t ever think the way that I do Ain’t that much to change in myself Cuz there ain’t too much to ask of myself And I don’t ever want to think about you Cuz you don’t ever think the way that I do Ain’t that much to change in myself Cuz there ain’t too much to ask of myself And I don’t ever want to think about you Cuz you don’t ever think the way that I do Everybody, everybody talks so much but nobody, nobody listens that much You realized, all these signs I can’t stand to hear I’m wrong, Could you whisper the news to me Everybody, everybody talks so much but nobody, nobody listens that much You realized, all these signs I can’t stand to hear I’m wrong, Could you whisper the news to me
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Prettiest Girl in Ugly Town 05:56
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Jeremy is going through his revolution right now Jessica just wanted to make sure that he made it to the couch Last night didn’t seem all that bad But the up-ended ashtray next to the end table tells a much different tale Jeremy had lost his job the week prior And this was the third one in as many weeks The pattern for them is too familiar and way too familial Jeremy Senior left a wake of black eyes, DUIs, and an empty bottle of whatever he had in his hand a few minutes before. It has been way too many times that Jeremy promised change Only to flail away at the abyss of his own emptiness And then turn around, face Jessica Blame Jessica for every bit of it And tell her that she just doesn’t understand what he’s going through And tell her that she just doesn’t understand what it’s like to provide nothing to no one She’s the only spectator and participant that gets to clean it all up at the end of the every night At the end of every night Jessica graduated first in their class and had a full ride to Princeton Jeremy was the proverbial high school football team captain that you’d expect in this type of story The knee was blownout during the homecoming game, and their prom pictures featured An obviously intoxicated Jeremy on crutches Jessica already feeling the weight of this adult-sized child and the anchor around her future that he would come to represent This was such a sad Checkov’s gun to fail to recognize It has been way too many times that Jeremy promised change Only to flail away at the abyss of his own emptiness And then turn around, face Jessica Blame Jessica for every bit of it And tell her that she just doesn’t understand what he’s going through And tell her that she just doesn’t understand what it’s like to provide nothing to no one She’s the only spectator and participant that gets to clean it all up at the end of the every night At the end of every night Jeremy accused Jessica of gaslighting him when she pried about him getting any sort of help She wondered which one of his alcoholic friends had taught him what the word gaslighting meant But doubted any of them really understood the word or what was actually happening In their home When she confronted his family about the issues, they all stood their slack-jawed and couldn’t believe that their little Jeremy could ever do anything like this She told them all, Just because I carry it so well, doesn’t mean it ain’t heavy It has been way too many times that Jeremy promised change Only to flail away at the abyss of his own emptiness And then turn around, face Jessica Blame Jessica for every bit of it And tell her that she just doesn’t understand what he’s going through And tell her that she just doesn’t understand what it’s like to provide nothing to no one She’s the only spectator and participant that gets to clean it all up at the end of the every night At the end of every night Jessica was now past a mystery that she absolutely refused to discuss And they were officially traveling to completely different places both literally and figuratively Jeremy screamed at her you’re the problem and you’re not the universe All I want to do is be a good person. I don’t understand why you won’t tell me how to be a good person I just want to know how to be a good person And that’s when Jessica completely emptied the gun into his chest She is the prettiest girl In this ugly town It’s good being no good You came home bearing fruits of your own confusion And you don’t know how she coped with all the contusions Life keeps running you over now Life keeps happening to you somehow His eulogy was whispered as she pushed him into the quarry She is the prettiest girl In this ugly town It’s good being no good Everyone knows the unfortunate rake’s conclusion Her whole world blown open with her solution Jeremy sinking to the bottom now Jessica leaving this town somehow Fell asleep on grandma’s couch watching Endless Story She is the prettiest girl In this ugly town It’s good being no good
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Starlight, Every Night is Possible 02:56
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I moved west to get away She stayed east for the same She might be moving out this way I am unsure what to say All alone There’s just too many stars for me to count Starlight I think she would love this moon Cold night Could she come back to me? Being alone was enough to say I didn’t want to be this way Do not let the hard days win Cold nights alone do me in All alone Dissolved all the ego left in me Starlight I think she would love this moon Cold night Could she come back to me? She might be moving out this way I am unsure what to say She might be moving out this way I am unsure what to say Starlight I think she would love this moon Cold night Could she come back to me?
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A Fossil In Her Shadow (Radio Edit) 03:04
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When it came to pass and she was floating She let go of you, she let go of you She promised no one that she would make it right She chose joy instead, she chose joy instead She’s leaving all this Behind her You’re a fossil in her shadow And you don’t mean, shit to this queen, just a fossil She let go That don’t serve her You’re a fossil in her shadow You’re a fossil in her shadow, just a fossil in her shadow She checked down with no one, only she knew Only she knew, only she knew She don’t need a talk, and she don’t need your good advice She chose love instead, she chose love instead She’s leaving all this Behind her You’re a fossil in her shadow And you don’t mean, shit to this queen, just a fossil She let go That don’t serve her You’re a fossil in her shadow You’re a fossil in her shadow, just a fossil in her shadow As she found her sunshine, she was 50 feet tall Find what’s hurting you, find what’s hurting you Wasn’t good, wasn’t bad, it was only what it was Like a leaf falling, just a leaf falling She’s leaving all this Behind her You’re a fossil in her shadow And you don’t mean, shit to this queen, just a fossil She let go That don’t serve her You’re a fossil in her shadow You’re a fossil in her shadow, just a fossil in her shadow
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I Let You Find Me (Radio Edit) 05:02
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Locked up my car keys In your car No one is listening Turn on your mic I can’t see the movie Sir this is Wendy’s I always get so turned around when the world is constantly putting me down I need to lay down And self soothe myself Then I’ll roll over Soothe my bottomself The gossip hits so nice Coming straight from the grape vine Gonna interrupt your expertise with my confidence Let’s not be too hasty How Houdini died Punch in the gut Or a boot in the eye Sunshower on Tuesday And a scotch on the rocks What the world needs right now is just one villain to blame Mounted above his mantle sat a moonbat I asked what that was, said a bat from the moon That’ll do fine, he smiled, and fed me more gin I let you find me If we weren’t all crazy, then we’d all be in love A double crossed messenger with a heart from above In love with a writer, who has nothing to say I let you find me We haven’t seen this spirit since nineteen fifteen World wasn’t on fire and the air felt safe The time we had coming was gonna be a ride I let you find me Happiness is a unmovable feast Now get your ass up the f right out of my seat Sorry for the language, ma - I’m usually demure I let you find me If we weren’t all crazy, then we’d all be in love A double crossed messenger with a heart from above In love with a writer, who has nothing to say I let you find me I haven’t seen this spirit since twenty fifteen World wasn’t on fire and the air felt safe The time we had coming was gonna be a ride I let you find me If we weren’t all crazy, then we’d all be in love A double crossed messenger with a heart from above In love with a writer, who has nothing to say I let you find me

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Sight and perspective is something is something we all know is important but until that is threatened, I’m unsure any of us realize how vital it can truly be. The upcoming 13th release from furiousBall, Good No Good explores sight both from an internal perspective, and also in hopes of narrowing the divide between what has become such a painfully separated world.

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released August 26, 2022

Mix Review: Rory Hinkel
Cover Art: Trey Cone
Sequencing: James DuBois

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furiousBall Medford Lakes, New Jersey

atmospheric alternative/indie pop-rock from South Jersey.

Former lead guitarist for 13 Stories and Spiral Galaxy Collision, Also, please check out my other projects, Camino Sound and The Fondaleros

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